well heres another update

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well its not getting much better every day i cry and it sucks ass. well i have classes from 8am to 4pm. i have to get up at 5am 4:30 if i want to shower in the morning so it sucks all around. well that guy albert that i was kinda with before i left remember me telling you about ti, well hes all shady now let me explain the whole thing on the bus ride over he had this girl all over him hitting on him but not touching him. well so we got here and he was doing his thing making his own from friend which i could understand then the next day he gave me a kiss in front of everyone then the next day he was all nice to me then saturday we moved into our permant dorms and he kinda blew me off so i thought i was mean to him so i appolize to him well this girl named chandance that i thought was my friend was all hitting on him and shes hitting on everyone basically shes a huge cock tease. so we had our second week of classes and albert told everyone i was crazy and i was stalking him so i just left him alone and i told him sunday night i wanted my stuff back. well hes all over this girl well on thursday he still hadnt given me any of my stuff so at dinner i saw him and asked if i could go to his dorm with him after he was done eating to get my stuff he said ok, well he walked slow and stopped and talked to everyone and there brother so we finally got there and he sent his friend in. well he told me he wanted to be with me the only reason he was with her was to get me jealouse, and i told him well if u want to be with me u have to stop seeing this other girl. well so he gave me my stuff then he said something to the girl he was with cause she started talking shit. well the next day she was all crying and went to cry to him and they started holding hands and basically got back together. well i forgot to mention everyone has been talking shit about me saying i went to the movies with this guy when i never did and kepted being stood up by the girl that was suppose to be my firned. well so i came to the conclusion that im just not going to talk to anyone. i dont need anyone everytime i said one word to someone some sort of drama get started about me. well this is going to be a long time staying here i think im going to go to computer service tech. because i dont want to do welding cause u have to be hot all the time. then i dont want to do ma because u have to wipe old peoples asses and i just cant do that....

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