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so, about the best summer ever, summer '06 was all about loving the fuck out of stephen stec, sleepovers with all my best friends, drunk parties, getting closer with everyone, lake george, peeing in woods, being high on life and only life, just living life how i always wanted to live it. i cant belive i found these friends that i have, i dont no how that could possibly happen i had no friends less then a year ago and now i seroiusly have just the best friends ever on the planet, and i was even stuck with the worst boyfriend ever, and now i have the best boyfriend ever?! its just all sooooo good now better then i ever thought my life can get. ive never laughed soo hard in a summer, actually the amount i laugh a day is more then i have laughed in a year. it feels so good. my boyfriend, stephen stec, has really just been amazing, he got his lisense this summer and we do whatever the f*ck we want, its so much fun, its so werid how i always thought he was seoruisly the coolest person ever when i didnt even talk to him, i would have never know he was going to be my boyfriend, and now he is and i couldnt be happpier. i really am going to be with him for so long, he makes me the happiest girl ever. im really not used to all this happy and having fun stuff, its all new to me. i love it. i love everything. the only thing that really sucked this summer is that my grandpa died last week, he was the closest grandparent i had and the first close person to me that i have ever lost. i love all my grandparents but he was just great. life really sucks when someone like him dies, but i guess i just have to remember him and move on becuase thats what he would like me too do. i cant talk about this anymore, but anyway, that happening just made my family stronger i think. i miss him alot though. moving on............. uh... all this time im loving life! r.i.p grandpa, i love you so much, r.i.p steve erwin, you were one brave motha fuck. i love steve stec.