i thought that i was strong...i was wrong...i miss you
so i am sick. like really sick. its actually not that fun. but oh well. I haven't really done a whole lot since New Years. The day after, Jeff and I sat at his house all day long. doing nothing except watching tv, sleeping, eating, and mostly just fatting. it was fabulous. my mom said i had to come home for dinner that night which sucked, cuz his mom made turkey dinner, and i came home to turkey soup... *ick* but then i went back over there and we did more nothing. sunday was similar. he came over here for a while in the morning, and then we decided to get coffee and go for a walk outside. "how about the lake?" he said...so up to cultus we went, coffee and a muffin in hand. icicles...yes, i do believe thats how you spell it...ice-icles...frozen to the docks! ICE! it was insane! it was soooo cold up there. lets just say we walked around for like maybe 10 minutes before coming to our senses and jumping back into the car. home again! jeff decided that he wanted to make supper that night. so we came home with all these plans and...shot down! nope, his mom says its leftovers from turkey dinner. well there were no complaints from my side! yay! turkey! mmmmm. we had a nice warmed up dinner, and... we told them about our plans...of buying a house and getting married that is. well...lets just say they didn't exactly take it the way most other people had. his mom was shocked... and his dad was, well, i don't really have a word for it. but happy is definitly far from it. BUT, then we told them it would be in 3 years. well, then his mom was fine...his dad...not so much. i was crushed. actually crushed. i kind of got that, "as if you are good enough for my son" kinda vibe. i was completly thrown. how does someone react to that? well i retreated. i was super quiet and timid. jeff and i decided to go to superstore to get stuff for supper the next night, since we were back on schedule for cooking. so theres jeff, "whats wrong? why are you so quite?" me, "nothing i'm fine, just not feeling well" obviously i was crushed by his dad's expression to our ideas. like i was gonna say anything. shopping we went and home we went. jeff was still "baby, whats wrong? did i do something? your so quiet" so i told him. i got over it. i mean it still sucks that his dads not excited like we are. but its bound to happen. that night we watched Old School. a rather ammusing movie. back home i went. monday, well monday was hiking day! up Teapot was our goal. and we conquered that goal. with much whinning (on my behalf of course) and alot of push, we made it to the top of that bad boy! such a nice view. we layed on the icy ground and chatted. then we pretty much ran back down most of the way. ate some cookies in the car and attempted to drink frozen water! it was well worth it. probably not one of our smarter ideas since i was already sick. this wonderful excersion only led to more of a runny nose and a nasty cough. good times though! home again. we made some macs and cheese for lunch, played with the cat and then passed out on the couch for a good 2 hours! mmmmmm, couch naps. they are quite fabulous! up we got, and made supper. it didn't turn out quite like we had hoped, but hey, we are learning. everyone knows that i am terrible in the kitchen...and well jeff isn't a whole lot better. but in time we will both be fantastic. after dinner jeff decided that he wanted to play monopoly. well his mom was convinced that they didn't own monopoly so we scrounged up something like 7 dollars and went to wal-mart. we wondered aimlessly, bought chips and salsa and went back home. and guess what...WE FOUND MONOPOLY! yah we did. so we busted out on the kitchen floor. monopoly, chips, salsa, the cat, and some water! he totally kicked my ass. like not even funny. he had something like 9,000$ and i had maybe 2,000$ not even! but hey, what can ya do! (i think he cheated though) after our good monopoly sesh i got ready to go home. it was something like 10 o'clock. about 3+ hours sooner then i think i've ever left his house! but he had to go back to school today. which sucked, well for me at least. i got up around 11...feeling mildly like a run-over stop sign. still extreemly sick. so, i got comfy on the couch and watched The O.C. episodes 21-27. a good almost 6 hours! it was excellent. thats all i have done today, besides blow my nose, pee, talk on the phone for about 10 minutes, and chat briefly with my mom. i hate being sick. oh well. and now my holidays are over. which totally sucks because i had the best time. i have spent every day since last sunday with jeff. we did so much and so little, but never got sick of eachother. pretty impressive i think. usually by now i would want to kill most people. and even though some of our days consisted of only sleep and tv, it was still totally fun! well thats pretty much all i have to say. have a good one. peace