Update
My life hardly changes, but I notice it always goes. I feel like parts of my life will be fantastic in the future, but I'll have to deal with present problems more. I still work, at subaru, and I try to save as much money as I can...I buy alot of drugs, and right now, I have some northern lights to my name...should get some lower grade - - mid grade commercial tomorrow. I'm missing my Meena more and more as the days pass, and I hate being away from her for so long...it makes me feel very empty on the inside. Her being with me makes me so complete, that anything else feels like a drain of who I am and what I do. My life contains little to no excitment unless created by her, or some jedi from a far of land...which would be awesome, but far fetched as fuck. I wish I could beam Meena over here, so I can touch her little behind, and make a lot of passionate kisses in her direction, eventually bringing my lips closer to hers, and forming a wonderful bond of joy and love, togther. once again. I would enjoy every moment of my life if I could simply be with her...though, right now, I must wait for her. and deal with this shit.
I love her. Its always gonna be worth it.
I love her. Its always gonna be worth it.