talking to Meena
well, life isn't changing much for a while...I doubt I'll be seeing my house finished this month...nor do I believe May should be a move in month at any point...things have been moving SLOW of my home project.
I love Meena, as always. She's been getting pissed at the whole distance of us, and how it really is a big problem. I agree with it, but I still don't thik we should be letting it destroy our relationship. I know sh loves me though, and it won't kill us...but I know I need to find a way for the 2 of us to be together, alone. A lot. maybe an apartment, but thats a lot of money for the 2 of us to handle at this time...when we don't have a real plan for the rest of our lives set up. I haven't finished any schooling, which I need money for...if I have to pay for this apartment, I havent enough money to do that. If I don't get that finished, then where would I be in 10 years, without a brand of finishing school.
BUT I REALLY WANNA LIVE WITH HER ALL THE TIME...and I really cannot stand not being able to. I love her.
We'll see...we'll never stop loving each other. we'lll just wait for our time.
and the rest of my life is normal. I have money.
I love Meena, as always. She's been getting pissed at the whole distance of us, and how it really is a big problem. I agree with it, but I still don't thik we should be letting it destroy our relationship. I know sh loves me though, and it won't kill us...but I know I need to find a way for the 2 of us to be together, alone. A lot. maybe an apartment, but thats a lot of money for the 2 of us to handle at this time...when we don't have a real plan for the rest of our lives set up. I haven't finished any schooling, which I need money for...if I have to pay for this apartment, I havent enough money to do that. If I don't get that finished, then where would I be in 10 years, without a brand of finishing school.
BUT I REALLY WANNA LIVE WITH HER ALL THE TIME...and I really cannot stand not being able to. I love her.
We'll see...we'll never stop loving each other. we'lll just wait for our time.
and the rest of my life is normal. I have money.