My Brith Weekend
Hi all, It be my birthday!!! Yeah finaly 16, to bad i can't drive till june 3rd! Errrr!!! I had a wonderful weekend, Orlando was a complete blast. I flew twice, Ask me if you care to know! Today was very good, execpially the early morning part, well I didn't go to sleep till some where around 5am, Good times had by all.
Well as soon as i steped foot in my house i was in the WORST mood ever. My mom was drunk, yea it is a usual thing but, why on my birthday, So There for... (God i Hate when she drinks) I wased my birthday cake wish on her stupid ass. And now i"m fuckin crying again! I'm not sure why I'm not wrighting this in my Person journal,I shouldn't be bothering the rest of the world with my stupid probloms. I know there are biger things out there, but this is a big thing for me.
Well saturday night my mom said Luke's mom should either come and get him or she stay the night. So he stayed the night, i figured it was ok with my mom, since she gave me that option, Guess not cuz not she is 1/2 way up my ass about it!!! Earlier in the week she said He was NOT allowed, well i just figured she had changed her mind! MY MISTAKE!!!! She is not like " well i said no in the first place you should have done what you were told, bla bla bla, that Isn't what i asked/ said, bla bla bla, We will Talk about your behavior and some more bla bla bla" Now I don't want to have this conversation, but w/e I am so done with HER SHIT!!!
I wanna Run away, yeah a pipe dream for a girl with no car or job and little money! I do have money and a place to stay, so i am part of the way there. I wanna love my mom i really do and i try so hard but you shouldn't have to try to ,love your mom.
Next Order of bisness, I want my life with Ray Back NOW. Please and Thank You! I Love You
! Beach Hawaii, One day :)
Good news liz is moveing out next week, I'm not tell the floks, not for a while!
I'm soposed to be doing spanish Homeowrk but guess what, I say NOT!!! I ate at the water Hole for my birthday dinner, True riverview-en i guess, Played pool and listened to music whatever, i didn't have to get all "gussied up"
I'm off to take in a full nights rest! I miss my Baby... I feel pretty alone at the moment and thats no good, hopefully 2 morrow will bring me happiness again, " It's my party and i'll cry if i want to" "cry if i want to" I am crying But i don't want to!!!!
I love you all and good night__Sara
Well as soon as i steped foot in my house i was in the WORST mood ever. My mom was drunk, yea it is a usual thing but, why on my birthday, So There for... (God i Hate when she drinks) I wased my birthday cake wish on her stupid ass. And now i"m fuckin crying again! I'm not sure why I'm not wrighting this in my Person journal,I shouldn't be bothering the rest of the world with my stupid probloms. I know there are biger things out there, but this is a big thing for me.
Well saturday night my mom said Luke's mom should either come and get him or she stay the night. So he stayed the night, i figured it was ok with my mom, since she gave me that option, Guess not cuz not she is 1/2 way up my ass about it!!! Earlier in the week she said He was NOT allowed, well i just figured she had changed her mind! MY MISTAKE!!!! She is not like " well i said no in the first place you should have done what you were told, bla bla bla, that Isn't what i asked/ said, bla bla bla, We will Talk about your behavior and some more bla bla bla" Now I don't want to have this conversation, but w/e I am so done with HER SHIT!!!
I wanna Run away, yeah a pipe dream for a girl with no car or job and little money! I do have money and a place to stay, so i am part of the way there. I wanna love my mom i really do and i try so hard but you shouldn't have to try to ,love your mom.
Next Order of bisness, I want my life with Ray Back NOW. Please and Thank You! I Love You
! Beach Hawaii, One day :)
Good news liz is moveing out next week, I'm not tell the floks, not for a while!
I'm soposed to be doing spanish Homeowrk but guess what, I say NOT!!! I ate at the water Hole for my birthday dinner, True riverview-en i guess, Played pool and listened to music whatever, i didn't have to get all "gussied up"
I'm off to take in a full nights rest! I miss my Baby... I feel pretty alone at the moment and thats no good, hopefully 2 morrow will bring me happiness again, " It's my party and i'll cry if i want to" "cry if i want to" I am crying But i don't want to!!!!
I love you all and good night__Sara