Feb 26, 2004 14:28
My head always hurts and i'm getting so very sick of it. That is the reason i stayed home from school. My mom is in such a shitty mood, she makes me feel like mw not fealing well is my fault. She also blames my head-aches on my birth_control pills. I know it's not... and if it is i'm not going to stop takeing them. I have been getting headaches sine i was like in the 4th grade! Why can't the stupid fucking doctors just give me somthing elese to take for my head. My mom said we would talk when she gets home, but i don't wanna be here when she gets home... i'm done with her and all the probloms she puts into my life. I would like to know if eveyone hates their parent/s like i do.... If anyone elese wants out of their life.
I was doing so well for such a long time, and now i'm back to being all depressesd and it sucks so much. I wanna be happy... so i tryed for a while and it worked. Err and today i missed the SGA meating. Even though i doubt i will get in, I still wanted to try... It meant alot to me....!!!
I wanted to go work out to night, but i don;t think my mom will want me to. I also want to work on my scrapbook, I need to take a shower! I just have no energy to do anything....I'm so hungry, but i don't have any energy to get up and get somthing to eat. What is wrong with me,,,,I hate the damn doctor, All they are going to do is put me through 100million expensive tests that i don't have insurance to pay for.
Err i'm in such a shitty mood, If you wanna chat and cheer me up, call the celli... Sorry if i'm not good company but we all have your days!!!___Love Sara