"they say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past"
well, this week has been going by fairly quickly...i must have been all the time that i spent not worrying about tests, and in return, not doing so well on them.
I have decided that i am not practicing what i preach. i say "appreciate the good times, dont take the worst for granted." well, i thought for a while that these are the worst times, btu i didnt realize that ive been taking them for granted. One thing i kept thinking about was being back at msoa, but reality is, i cant. i will never be in eighth grade again. i finally realized that high school is supposedly the time of your lofe, so why am i wasting it thinking about something i'll never have again? i am going to enjoy all of these moments where i am not bombarded with homework from my AP and IB courses. this is the easiest year for a long while to come. i have the best friends in the world right now, and best friends are "few and far between."
as far as school goes, i hear from dreyfoos a week from today. i dont really want to hear though. it'll be kind of upsetting if i dont get it, and a difficult decision if i do get in. hmmm, i really wonder if i got in or not. i think i did well, so it will be a very large drop in confidence if i dont get in. at leats last year i had suncoast to back me up with acceptance. i reaLly enjoy people at suncoast now. Zak and i are doing well, despite what ive said before. hes a great kid. its nothing serious, but i enjoy it all the while. i'm hopefully doing something with him tomorrow, i dont know what though. 39 days left of school, 17 days until my birthday. woo-hoo!
"...i can't remember all the times i've tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass..."
I have decided that i am not practicing what i preach. i say "appreciate the good times, dont take the worst for granted." well, i thought for a while that these are the worst times, btu i didnt realize that ive been taking them for granted. One thing i kept thinking about was being back at msoa, but reality is, i cant. i will never be in eighth grade again. i finally realized that high school is supposedly the time of your lofe, so why am i wasting it thinking about something i'll never have again? i am going to enjoy all of these moments where i am not bombarded with homework from my AP and IB courses. this is the easiest year for a long while to come. i have the best friends in the world right now, and best friends are "few and far between."
as far as school goes, i hear from dreyfoos a week from today. i dont really want to hear though. it'll be kind of upsetting if i dont get it, and a difficult decision if i do get in. hmmm, i really wonder if i got in or not. i think i did well, so it will be a very large drop in confidence if i dont get in. at leats last year i had suncoast to back me up with acceptance. i reaLly enjoy people at suncoast now. Zak and i are doing well, despite what ive said before. hes a great kid. its nothing serious, but i enjoy it all the while. i'm hopefully doing something with him tomorrow, i dont know what though. 39 days left of school, 17 days until my birthday. woo-hoo!
"...i can't remember all the times i've tried to tell myself to hold on to these moments as they pass..."