Sep 15, 2004 16:33
I have the most amazing english class in the entire world. It's just gosh darn amazing. Every class i leave pondering something new. I hope im not just a facade, i know i am to some extent though. I dont think that is entirely wrong though. It's more like a "self sacrifice," not literally, but i would rather be the one to suffer instead of someone else, and as much as i complain and vent, i at least try to be happy for the most part. maybe not around my very good friends, but as far as school goes, they think i'm the happiest person EVER. i'm not, but i'll let them think that. i don't want to sit around them in a bad mood, and i don't want to tell people that they bug the crap out of me. i would much rather suck it up and smile. i realize it's not a "sacrifice" persay, but it has somewhat of the general idea of it. That's the facade i put on, but i usually vent on SOMEONE. hmm. i can't wait until my next english class.
oh, how i wish i went to dreyfoos sometimes...