Jul 06, 2005 21:47
ok, so im finally back from alaska. god almost 2 weeks with my family would make anyone happy to be back in webster. but anyways, the trip was ok, i saw some moose and bears and what not. i have tons pics that i will post later.
and for anyone who cares, or knows jade. me and her r no longer friends. since we (wait i mean I) got caught smoking pot in my room, our parents dont want us hanging out. and well, she doesnt care. therefore niether do i. im just mad that i wasted all this time on her. always tryin to make her happy and be her best friend, when she didnt even care. o well, i have tons of other people willing to be there for me. and i thank u all that r.
the end.
p.s. i passed all my classes! so that mean im goin to ozzfest with cory!
EDIT// i cared jade, i really did. but everytime something went wrong i felt like i had died and i cant do that anymore im sorry. u were my entire life, i cared about u more then anyone in the world. i picked u over my own mother. and then fathers day happend, and i took the fall for it. and now u cant see me, and that killed me. and, just for a little while, i cant talk to u. bc it reminds me of how we use to be, and i know we can never be like that again. u say u tried....how?? u talked to the parents ik they still wont let u see me. but jade, u have to understand, i love u but right now we just need our space.