I hate myself for loving you like this
we put to much feelings into it and what did we get... we're stuck on each other even though we know it isn't good for us. I love you far to much and that might be the problem. I lie to you when i told u i didnt know what i wanted... i want us, i want everything to be perfect. But i can't do that anymore, so it's up to you. i will try to help... but i don't know if theres any of myself left to give.