Saturday Night.
Darlene called me about 11pm. She asked if I wanted to hang out. I said sure. So she came and got me. Well our friend Elizabeth called. We all went to school together. Well she invited us to her friends bar down in Detroit. I'm like are we going to be able to get in. She's like yep. So we went. We walked in. Sat at the bar and the bartended asked us what we wanted. I'm like I don't know yet. Then Darlene ordered a shot of Hypnotic(sp?). I got the same thing. It was good. Then we both got a beer. Well we go and sit at a table so we all could talk. We sat down and the bartender brought over 2 more shots of Hypnotic. We're like ok. She told us that a guy named Alfredo bought them for us. She pointed to him and we're like thanks. Then we took the shot and finished out beers. Well then we got a Jager-Bomb(sp?) I didn't really like it, so I gave it to Monica, Beths lil sister. She just turned 19. Anyway, Dar didn't like hers, so she gave it to Monica too. Well then we sat around and talked. Then some guy sitting next to us comes up and starts talking to us. He bought us all "Incredible Hulks"...Hennesy and Hypnotic. It was ok. Then we left. We got back to Beths house and this guy Jerry that she's talking to calls her and is like can you come back to the bar and pick me up. We're like sure. So us 3 get back in the car and head back to Detroit. We get there and Gerry told us that Alfredo wants us to come inside. We're like ok. We get in there and he's like do you want something to drink. I'm like I have $5. He's like its ok. You can have whatever you want. I'm like ok another shot of Hypnotic. He's like ok go get it. I'm like seriously?! lol. So I went behind the bar and got it.............BIG MISTAKE WHEN HE TOLD ME I COULD HAVE WHATEVER I WANTED AND TO GO BEHIND THE BAR AND MAKE IT MYSELF.....Needless to say I got completely wasted. They turned the music on and us girls got up on the stage and started dancing. Yeah we drank and danced til fucking 6:30 AM. At the bar for 6 hours all together. Yep. Got 3 hours of sleep and woke up with a major headache. Didn't get sick or anything so thats good. But I had a fun time. I so want to do it again. I got completly wasted off $5. Made a few drunk phone calls. Sorry Jon, Jon M., Kyle, Tim...a few others but yeah I just remember them. Anyway, hung out with Jess and Rach tonight. Fun stuff. We went to Zorbas for a couple hours. Hung out and talked about stuff. Downloaded a few ring tones. Yep. Now it's 3am and I'm bored. I was thinking on my way home from dropping Jess off. I'm single. I'll be 20 in less than a month. I'm a nice girl, I have a decent job and I know what I want. Why am I still single?! I think I'm pretty. I went to my cousins bridal party on Sunday and it made me think about marriage. I'm not with the guy I thought I was going to marry. His loss. Fuck him. He's just done nothing but hurt me the last month. I need to go out and meet people. No one ever wants to go out with I want to. I just don't want to be single for much longer. I want to have a kid when I'm like 25 or somewhere along that line, bc I don't want to be old when I have a kid. I want to be able to play with my kid and stuff. I love kids. I don't know. I've been thinking alot. It sucks, but it happens. Anyway, my back hurts and I have to get up early and cash my check, go shopping, go to Kims to pick up my treadmill I'm buying from her. Get my oil changed and a copy of my birth certificate. Goodnight.