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I'm sure everyone has heard/seen the video of that guy being decapitated(sp?). I watched it last night. It's something I wish I didn't see. I watched it alone. I was shaking, crying and at the end, I got sick. It was horrible. I don't know what was wrong with me after that. For some reason, I was scared to be alone. I called Mike. He came and got me. We went to Grosse Ill and he took some pictures. He's a nice photographer. We talked about it and everything. Then we went back to my apartment. I asked him to stay with me until I feel asleep. Well I finally got to bed around 5:30 this morning. I asked him if it was normal to be this scared. He said it was. I'm curious to know what everyone else feels about it. I want to know everyones emotions.

I give my all to the family. I just wish there was something I could do for them......

And fuck all the people that might make fun of me for feeling this way or what not......God help you.

Shelley <3