Mar 17, 2006 07:41
Its like 7:45 in the morning.....and Im definitely awake.....Somebody shoot me......
Im not cut out for this early morning shit...I have to let someone know before this happens again.....ugh
So anyway....
Ryan Jackson is the pimpest mofo around....
Im so tired...I dont feel like making food today....not at all.....who needs to be fatter anyway.....ahh
I hate waking up the morning after and still baking....I need to go back to bed...
I have done alot of complaining on this thing...oh well.
Why do things alwayz have to turn awkward..... cant it just be like..."Oh well shit sorry about the mix up, wont happen again"......I hate it when things are awkward...
cuz its not like things are awkward when we hang out its like things are awkward so I dont want to hang out with you....that sux so much.....
I feel ....... I feel like Forest Gump.......go with me on this......
From the first time he meets Jenny he is totally in love.... and through that whole movie she pushes him away, runs away, does drugs, has random sex, and just lives this crazy lifestyle......mines not that intense but close........anyway.....and through all of this Forest still loved her.........no matter what her loved her so much anyway......
Now I dont know if our end is going to turn up the same way.....I hope it does......except her dying that sucked.....maybe one day when you've decided that your ready to take a chance with me......instead of just talking about it.....
Either way im just going to be the way I am and chill....