i didn't want it to mean that much to me
i haven't updated or talked about her in awhile, so i figured i would kill two birds with one stone. we had a four day weekend so that meant while everybody else was sleeping in after being a teenage kid i was working all day with a hang over. friday i had to work at the baseball field. yes i thought it was ironic too that on my day off of school i was still there. that night was the surprise birthday party that wasn't much of a surprise at all. i'd say it was an awkward birthday party if anything. there was deffinetly tenssion in the air so i decided to leave after being there for about 25-30 min. after that i lost my virginity to the GFOP. i even got to keep score on the score board. it was pretty sweet.
saturday i worked 10 hours. then i went to elizabeth for what was supposed to be a kegger, but there was no keg to be found. i did get to see somebody named "big pun" stab another guy. i was tring to mediate the two but evidently i failed miserably at that. it was kinda weird that he kept talking to kristin about her and finally got her to call her while i was sitting right next to them. i wish i wouldn't taken my truck to race.
sunday i was woke up by the ringing of my phone. guess who. yeah it was her. sorry i couldn't call in on mother's day. somebody has to sell the flowers. i worked another 10 hours and then cleaned the office.
i have to give my senior speech on tuesday. i don't know what i'm going to say or how people will react. it should be interesting though to say the least. maybe i'll just wing it, or maybe just maybe i'll prepare myself for once.
saturday i worked 10 hours. then i went to elizabeth for what was supposed to be a kegger, but there was no keg to be found. i did get to see somebody named "big pun" stab another guy. i was tring to mediate the two but evidently i failed miserably at that. it was kinda weird that he kept talking to kristin about her and finally got her to call her while i was sitting right next to them. i wish i wouldn't taken my truck to race.
sunday i was woke up by the ringing of my phone. guess who. yeah it was her. sorry i couldn't call in on mother's day. somebody has to sell the flowers. i worked another 10 hours and then cleaned the office.
i have to give my senior speech on tuesday. i don't know what i'm going to say or how people will react. it should be interesting though to say the least. maybe i'll just wing it, or maybe just maybe i'll prepare myself for once.