Jun 04, 2007 18:38
Days like this when my texts go ignored and my calls unanswered eat me away. I work all day and come home to an empty house. No one to talk to. No one to see. I try to make the best of my time by sitting with my guitar in the living room of solitude but my hands become concrete. I lost all inspiration and the same shit comes out of my hands every time I pick up any instrument. I try to make the best of my time by playing video games but I get bored. I try to read but can't concentrate. I can't draw because of lack of inspiration. The internet get tiring. Nothing is ever on television. I've seen all of my movies too many times. There's nothing to challenge me, make me think. I look out the blinds and just see rain. I'm just sick and tired of being lonely...and ignored. Days like this make me sick. I could say that I don't need all of you...but I do.
ON a bright note: BONNAROO IS NEXT FUCKING WEEK!
ps. i thought the fat jokes would stop after high school...i think i here more now than i ever did then