Oct 29, 2004 22:44
:( fuck it, fuck it, fuck it!!!!!!!!!!!!
i should really give up on men all together. you know what, im already fucking sick of boys breaking up with me because its "not then". as you may have guessed, tonys being weird. i dont know why i constantly feel the need to have a boyfriend but i do. i know this because when i think about tony breaking up with me, i think about finding a new boyfriend. no, thats not exactly right, i cant put what im feeling into words exactly.i dont know what to make of my future right now. i just dont want to deal with it.im sick off being depressed.