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blarg, today is very rainy, the first really rainy day weve had yet. John broke up with me last night. I put on mascara this morning in the hopes i wouldnt be crying (crosses fingers) Im not letting myself think about it, i dont know if that will be very helpful in the long run. Ijust want to go to sleep, im rather numb. I was gonna go to the internation dinner last night but couldnt find the energy to get off the couch. It sounds like it would of been fun though. I have classics with him next. I dont know how that will make me feel. cheer me up niki.