Oct 03, 2008 18:37
The inspiration for this entry came from my cats (Kooshka and Elmo) both are presumed to be dead. Elmo has been missing for over a week - while making signs for her last weekend my mom broke the news to me that Kooshka had been missing from her ex boyfriend's house since May.
Elmo had a neighborhood twin cat - Elmo was much prettier close up - but both are/were longhair brown tabby looking cats.. Anyways today i was in the kitchen and looked out the sliding glass door - There was a brown fluffy cat sitting in a chair on the porch..it looked really rugged (like maybe it had been missing for a week) I opened the door SO excited and screamed ELMO! expecting her to run into the house...but instead it was terrified and ran the fuck away...it was that evil twin cat.
I was so depressed that I ordered a pizza. That made me feel (of course) worse. Gahh..
I want to go to petsmart and adopt a cat. I miss little cat paws walking on me while i sleep...obviously much more than that.
My mom would kill me..(the first thing she said when she told me about kooshka was "don't go and buy another cat"...but that in a twisted way means "go buy another cat and hurry!")... right?
Anyway I feel like there is a big hole in my heart.
I'll probably write again later about other things.
Love you all.
-Amy