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MMmm. Work. Nothing special. Alanna put in her 2 weeks notice, that bitch. Ah well. AJ's has been fun ... I like hanging out there, it's grand. Something's wrong with my camera, and now I have to fix it :( Resident Evil is getting closer! I'm so fucking excited! Tuesday I may go school shopping with AJ, that sexy doll. Wednesday I may go out with Fred, which I'm a bit uneasy about. I love being around him though .. he's so hilarious. And today everytime I got mad at someone, he'd go and yell at them. 'Twas awesome having a 21 year old guy on my side. Umm, tomorrow I am most likely going to the movies with Alanna and seeing Yu-Gi-Oh which I am very curious as to how I'll react to that movie lol
Today was Blakes (Pams brother) wake. I guess it was open casket and Joey told me that he looked 20 years older. His eyes were sunk in, his hands were swollen .. I hate that I couldn't be there, but idk. Tomorrow morning is his funeral as well. I can't go - I can't take that emotional depressing feeling right now. I've had to take it so many times it seems these past few years ... it's like, when is it ever going to stop? If I saw Blake, I would have cried my eyes out. I know the first time I see Pam I'll probably burst into tears .. too much to bare.
I need a vacation. Guys, let's go to Disneyland.
Today was Blakes (Pams brother) wake. I guess it was open casket and Joey told me that he looked 20 years older. His eyes were sunk in, his hands were swollen .. I hate that I couldn't be there, but idk. Tomorrow morning is his funeral as well. I can't go - I can't take that emotional depressing feeling right now. I've had to take it so many times it seems these past few years ... it's like, when is it ever going to stop? If I saw Blake, I would have cried my eyes out. I know the first time I see Pam I'll probably burst into tears .. too much to bare.
I need a vacation. Guys, let's go to Disneyland.