yeah i know. but youre alway depressed about some guy or something that isnt working out the way you want it to. Maria, you keep begging yourself and someone else silently to make you happy, but you never EVER EVER will be happy, and people will continue to dislike the hell out of you no matter where you go or what you do until you learn that no other person can make you happy, the world wont fall at it's feet just to do what you need done and you just need to be yourself. Stop lying about things, and just be yourself. Youve lied so much you dont even know who you are anymore. And you're just like I was, you DONT listen to anyone. You just have this attitude towards the world like "FUCK OFF" or something and thats not the way to go about it. You need to open your eyes and your heart and stop being so angry, judgemental, and stop playing the martyr, cause we ALL se right through it. I dont mind you as a person maria, I do mind being around you when all you do is sulk and no one ever knows what the fuck is going on with you. You let the
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? and there goes the whole you trying to go along with what Ryan says just like everyone else. whatever. have fun with that. but you dont know me, at all. we have never been "good friends" ever so you dont know anything whatsoever about me. sorry to burst that bubble of yours.
Maria, check it twice. I was nice to you because of Leah. FOR LEAH'S SAKE! K? No, youre right, I dont know you. Neither does anyone else. And btw... HATE TO BUST YOUR BUBBLE! I havent even talked to Ryan about you, just because YOu cant go along with what YOU believe doesnt mean I cant. I have never let Ryan influence anything I say or do... nor have I let anyone else. Get a clue Maria... and don't show up at the apt. tonight... I mean, it isnt my place, Im just saying I dont want to see you get your ass beat. once youre alize how many people cant stand being around you you'll wake up. MY AUNT doesnt even want you at her house anymore, you kinda scare her with that sickly empty look you always have to glaze your eyes over with so that everyone will ask you whats wrong. Look, Maria, I didnt mean to turn this into a fight. Again, you did it. Ijust had to point out some things. There was no reason to get pissed off. If what I say pisses you off so badly, then think about why...
thats good and fine. of course... it doesnt bother me. if she said that then thats her problem. i dont need to compete with you Maria... you always have a way of starting shit. i know im fine, i know im a cool person to hang out with and talk to. i know i have a slight bit of intellegence, i know i look pretty decent, i know im talented, and i know i have a heart and a lot of good friends and good things going for me. so im really not worried about what anyone who DOESNT like me thinks unless they have legible reason not to like me other than the fact that theyre trying not to get you pissed off.
oh and you are wrong about one more thing...i was happy. so dont act like you know my life story or any of that crap. cause trust me i was happy, VERY HAPPY.
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if youre so happy, how come you keep telling everyone youre not?
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