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I dont think anyone would believe me if i said how hard its been for me.
That i look at her facebook profile everyday so i dont forget what she looks like.
That i have not slept a full night since may.
I know people might try and make up reasons as to why i dont miss her as much as they do.
thats how people who experience loss are
I feel like they ignored me at the funeral when i tried so hard to be there for them.
I still cant get my head around the fact that shes gone. Ive never felt this way before. I still keep thinking that i will see her again, but i wont and it crushes me.
I still remember her voice. and how she hugged me the day when school ended and i shook her shoulders and smiled and told her i wish she was staying the summer with me.
I need more girlfriends, on a side note. No matter how hard i try i cant manage to keep any, or find any that really like me. maybe thats how girls are or i just get so paranoid that people i really care about dont like me. Is it something i am doing wrong? I love the friends i have but i feel like they never call, and i try to. im lonely and i want girls to talk to.
That i look at her facebook profile everyday so i dont forget what she looks like.
That i have not slept a full night since may.
I know people might try and make up reasons as to why i dont miss her as much as they do.
thats how people who experience loss are
I feel like they ignored me at the funeral when i tried so hard to be there for them.
I still cant get my head around the fact that shes gone. Ive never felt this way before. I still keep thinking that i will see her again, but i wont and it crushes me.
I still remember her voice. and how she hugged me the day when school ended and i shook her shoulders and smiled and told her i wish she was staying the summer with me.
I need more girlfriends, on a side note. No matter how hard i try i cant manage to keep any, or find any that really like me. maybe thats how girls are or i just get so paranoid that people i really care about dont like me. Is it something i am doing wrong? I love the friends i have but i feel like they never call, and i try to. im lonely and i want girls to talk to.