Jan 22, 2006 14:30
I have no idea what the fuck is wrong with me...
Lately I've been so incredibly depressed that I feel like someone has hit me in the chest with a brick.
It's hard to breathe.
It's hard to see clear.
I can't tell who's lying to me anymore. So I just assume everyone is.
I keep saying I need to get my life back on track, but it's much easier said than done.
I have no fucking clue where I'm supposed to start. The list is never-ending...
There are so many people I've hurt, who knew one person could cause so much fucking wake?
I seriously feel like I'm 40 or something. I feel gross all the time.
I can never make myself look good anymore, I only see my flaws.
Okay, that's enough ranting... Maybe I'll go rip my hair out for a while. Jesus.