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So, I feel the need to update this thing. It's a place
to vent, and it's kind of the only way I have to get things off my
chest. Because I really do feel like sometimes, I have no one to talk
to. No one that cares, or will give me feedback at least.
School is so blah. The days go fast, my classes are decent I am just so behind. I have 2 D's an A and the rest F's right now. Thats terrible, but its only, what a week into the grading period? I'll admit I've slacked off, and I've done bad on about 2 quizes. I have time to bring all that up, plus theres only 3 grades in for the whole quarter. Whatever though, other things have distrated me from my school work, but I'm getting back on track. I stayed home from school today because of my dads back and they were going to rush him into emergency surgery, turns out they didn't. So I worked on all my study guide questions in english for Huck Finn. It looks like a good book, I wish I would have actually read it. Mrs. Barid is amazing, and probably one of the best english teachers I've ever had... I feel bad because I have been turning my homework in late. But all the homework she gives me, I don't have enough time to do, expically with me working. Heh, you know... my journalism teacher really loves me. I don't like to toot my own horn.. but she really thinks I have potental and that really boosts my confidence because I love to write. I turned my feature story rough draft in a day late, I did it all 11th period, and turned it in 12th, it was 2 pages long and suposed to be 4 and I still got a high C.. im talking 79% Either she likes me or I'm really that good of a writer, I don't think I am. Maybe I'll post my news final on here.. or rather my feature, its more intresting. It will be worth 200 points so I need to do good on it in order to do good on the whole quater. I can't wait to do my editoral! For my topic I thought about doing why I think the legal drinking age should be 18 instead of 21. When your 18 you can buy ciggarttes, porn, vote, DIE FOR YOUR COUNTRY, but you can't have a beer or whatever? If you think about it.. or at least when I think about it, i go "WTF!!!"
I love my job. I really do, I hate going.. but it really dosen't suck anymore. Monday night I had so much fun, expically right before close. Mandy was doing cheerleading stuff (she was a cheerleader in highschool) and Nick was like "STOP IT!" so he ran behind her grabed her arms and did all the "moves" for her. then he picked her up and went to throw her in the fountian. (where i work there is a big starecase and the back of the stair case is a big founrian with a large pool at the bottom, more like a waterfall rather than a fountian but yo u know.) Anyway, she was cradled in his amrs and he went to swing her into the pool, she screamed NO and you know he thought he was hot shit and being really funny. When he turned around his hat fell into the fountian and it was the funniest thing ever. Everyone was crying. Maybe you had to be there but oh man, it was funny as all get-out. Then they showed us what they learned in ballroom dancing. Poor Joe cut his fingertip off (ow!) and Lorel is just amazing, we listen to cool music so it gives us something to relate on. Finailly, I'm starting to make friends with the people I work with. Today.. Brandon mopped and Sandy fell twice.. first time she slipped and accidently grabbed onto some random woman's arm. Holy hell her face got so red, the second time she fell on her elbow and it looked like it hurt. Nikki is a cool girl too, It is fun because we will have a whole bunch of customers and she will just be like "LA QUIA YOU FUCKER MOVE FASTER" Sandy just laughs.. haha. La Quia has to be the slowet most slack off person I know. No one that I work with likes working with her because she thinks she's the boss. Everyday I have to rip the top off the newspapers because we get redeemed for the ones we don't sell. I pretty much just start at the top and rip them off. One day La Quia comes over and is like, no use the scissors. So, Sandy says that I don't need to yet, she still insists on me doing it her way.. Nikki just comes over.. Just the fuck up La Quia you aren't the boss. Ha, so yeah THEN we are all standing around and out of no where Brandon goes "I had a bad problem with pooping my pants untill freshman year of highschool" It was one of those 'what the fuck' moments trust me. But yeah, my job is pretty sweet.
Did you know, some 18 or 19 year old kid in PA was dating a 13year old.. and her parents yelled at them because she was home two hours later than she was suposed to, so he killed her parents, infront of her and her 9 year old brother. 13 and 18 year olds don't have nay busniess dating eachother, if you ask me..
My dad. WOW. He's an idiot. Yesterday, my mom stayed at work while I was there to get some things done. He pulled her car in with her keys and left in running in the grage. For four hours., thats so dumb. Then there's the whole Billy's bike thing that I won't get into. Yeah. I feel bad for my dad to tell you the truth. He's in so much pain with his back. I hope he gets his surgery and after he recovers it elminates the pain. No one should live their life walking around almost in tears because it hurts to walk that bad. He's such an asshole and I think the pain he's in is what causes him to be so mean, and to do stupid things. I'm not sure though.. that could just be his head.
Lots of things have been really stressing me out lately. It just feels like so much.
I want to make something clear to everyone. I don't do drugs. Don't try to get me to do drugs. Because I wont. Not because I'm a "pussy" It's pretty much just because I don't want to. You can think thats stupid, you can think whatever. I'm standing my ground this time and I'm not going to give in. I'm sorry, If you can't deal with the fact I don't want to do it.. then do you really call yourself a true friend? Think about it..
School is so blah. The days go fast, my classes are decent I am just so behind. I have 2 D's an A and the rest F's right now. Thats terrible, but its only, what a week into the grading period? I'll admit I've slacked off, and I've done bad on about 2 quizes. I have time to bring all that up, plus theres only 3 grades in for the whole quarter. Whatever though, other things have distrated me from my school work, but I'm getting back on track. I stayed home from school today because of my dads back and they were going to rush him into emergency surgery, turns out they didn't. So I worked on all my study guide questions in english for Huck Finn. It looks like a good book, I wish I would have actually read it. Mrs. Barid is amazing, and probably one of the best english teachers I've ever had... I feel bad because I have been turning my homework in late. But all the homework she gives me, I don't have enough time to do, expically with me working. Heh, you know... my journalism teacher really loves me. I don't like to toot my own horn.. but she really thinks I have potental and that really boosts my confidence because I love to write. I turned my feature story rough draft in a day late, I did it all 11th period, and turned it in 12th, it was 2 pages long and suposed to be 4 and I still got a high C.. im talking 79% Either she likes me or I'm really that good of a writer, I don't think I am. Maybe I'll post my news final on here.. or rather my feature, its more intresting. It will be worth 200 points so I need to do good on it in order to do good on the whole quater. I can't wait to do my editoral! For my topic I thought about doing why I think the legal drinking age should be 18 instead of 21. When your 18 you can buy ciggarttes, porn, vote, DIE FOR YOUR COUNTRY, but you can't have a beer or whatever? If you think about it.. or at least when I think about it, i go "WTF!!!"
I love my job. I really do, I hate going.. but it really dosen't suck anymore. Monday night I had so much fun, expically right before close. Mandy was doing cheerleading stuff (she was a cheerleader in highschool) and Nick was like "STOP IT!" so he ran behind her grabed her arms and did all the "moves" for her. then he picked her up and went to throw her in the fountian. (where i work there is a big starecase and the back of the stair case is a big founrian with a large pool at the bottom, more like a waterfall rather than a fountian but yo u know.) Anyway, she was cradled in his amrs and he went to swing her into the pool, she screamed NO and you know he thought he was hot shit and being really funny. When he turned around his hat fell into the fountian and it was the funniest thing ever. Everyone was crying. Maybe you had to be there but oh man, it was funny as all get-out. Then they showed us what they learned in ballroom dancing. Poor Joe cut his fingertip off (ow!) and Lorel is just amazing, we listen to cool music so it gives us something to relate on. Finailly, I'm starting to make friends with the people I work with. Today.. Brandon mopped and Sandy fell twice.. first time she slipped and accidently grabbed onto some random woman's arm. Holy hell her face got so red, the second time she fell on her elbow and it looked like it hurt. Nikki is a cool girl too, It is fun because we will have a whole bunch of customers and she will just be like "LA QUIA YOU FUCKER MOVE FASTER" Sandy just laughs.. haha. La Quia has to be the slowet most slack off person I know. No one that I work with likes working with her because she thinks she's the boss. Everyday I have to rip the top off the newspapers because we get redeemed for the ones we don't sell. I pretty much just start at the top and rip them off. One day La Quia comes over and is like, no use the scissors. So, Sandy says that I don't need to yet, she still insists on me doing it her way.. Nikki just comes over.. Just the fuck up La Quia you aren't the boss. Ha, so yeah THEN we are all standing around and out of no where Brandon goes "I had a bad problem with pooping my pants untill freshman year of highschool" It was one of those 'what the fuck' moments trust me. But yeah, my job is pretty sweet.
Did you know, some 18 or 19 year old kid in PA was dating a 13year old.. and her parents yelled at them because she was home two hours later than she was suposed to, so he killed her parents, infront of her and her 9 year old brother. 13 and 18 year olds don't have nay busniess dating eachother, if you ask me..
My dad. WOW. He's an idiot. Yesterday, my mom stayed at work while I was there to get some things done. He pulled her car in with her keys and left in running in the grage. For four hours., thats so dumb. Then there's the whole Billy's bike thing that I won't get into. Yeah. I feel bad for my dad to tell you the truth. He's in so much pain with his back. I hope he gets his surgery and after he recovers it elminates the pain. No one should live their life walking around almost in tears because it hurts to walk that bad. He's such an asshole and I think the pain he's in is what causes him to be so mean, and to do stupid things. I'm not sure though.. that could just be his head.
Lots of things have been really stressing me out lately. It just feels like so much.
I want to make something clear to everyone. I don't do drugs. Don't try to get me to do drugs. Because I wont. Not because I'm a "pussy" It's pretty much just because I don't want to. You can think thats stupid, you can think whatever. I'm standing my ground this time and I'm not going to give in. I'm sorry, If you can't deal with the fact I don't want to do it.. then do you really call yourself a true friend? Think about it..