Oct 15, 2009 15:54
I'm not exactly sure who is still on this thing... I honestly barely remembered my login name. Anywho, I'm just gonna go for it.
I really thought that things would start turning around. That maybe, I wouldn't have such bad luck, or things would magically work out as they do for some... I was wrong. I'm not saying that I thought I was going to get through life troubless and effort free...I just thought that if I work hard, grow up, take responsibility and become a better person maybe just maybe I could breeze by for a couple of months worry free. I realize more and more what struggles and limits are. I also realize more and more who your true friends are and who should be cut out. I may sometime deserve what I get, but I deserve to be treated the way you treat me. That isn't shit talk.... Its sometime that will come out in the near future.
...Only in Dreams...