empty...
Such an empty day- Hurtful words and emotions- only to be covered up by broken smiles. I'm just sick of it all- Sick of myself- Giving into the addictions- Broken because I cant handle emotion- Acting in the moment alone and not thinking of the overall plot. I just hate myself. I mean- so many people in this world if given the opportunity would change much of themselves while I on the other hand would simply fade away all that I have become.
Just so empty...
I want to be a better person. I mean, I'm not perfect and I except that- But the way I'm living, the way I am- is not to be proud of. I feel like i do nothing for others and the few times I do- I could've done so much more. I feel as though I take on the picture of Dorian Gray- If only you knew...I just- want to be a better person. And i honestly believe me fading away from the lives of those around me will ultimately help others. I'm nothing- Never have been much but, all that's left just- Simply isn't worth it anymore
I don't want to be of this world- Please tell me there's more to it all!!!!!-
"Lie to me-Convince me that I've been sick forever. And all of this, will make sense when I get better- But i know the difference, Between myself and my reflection I just cant help but to wonder- which of us, do you love- So I bleed- And I breathe, No more"
-Evanescence
Awesome song- And Completely On point- That's the theory of the Night. Lie to me so I believe otherwise. Please. Let me Die in lies you've told- Cause atleast- I'll be ok- Cause I'm not okay!
Bury Me.