Apr 10, 2005 22:25
So here i am- in church, in hopes to get words of wisdom and a sense of understanding. Just as Mass begins I look around to see if there are faces I know. And just as I begin to zone out- This man in front of me get's up as we sing praise and begins to pick his ass crack. Now, I'm all for personal attention :wink: But certain things are to be done at specific times. And that my friend- is not good nor is it sexy. At that moment, to no surprise I begin to laugh to the point of madness. my eyes begin to water and I just enjoy myself. Sad to say- my concentration was broken and All i got from Mass was to remember to wipe thoroughly. Other then that- It was just another Service.
Truly though. I felt as though I got nothing from the words spoken- I shall pray harder.
Today all i could think of was new york- driving down Franjo Road saying to myself, "A few months from now I'll be a memory, just another face that use to be here". Crazy to think- But I'm so excited!- Just the thought- I'm actually going to College. I'm so hungry for success I'm practically starving. It's gonna be a life changing expierience! yay for change! and sniff for memory. But this is what I've been waiting for- A reason to smile...
Until tomorrow- Life On Stage!-