It's been a while...
Feel like i haven't posted in a while- Well since Last- Not much has changed but things have happened I suppose- Like right now- I'm hear listening to the beautiful sounds of my mom fighting with her boyfriend- Which has been goin' on for the last hour and a half- The joys of living in this house- He's just an asshole- Though I suppose thats a given.
Last Night was awesome- My girlfriend and I were suppose to go to Club Life- and that completely got crapped on- So we left my house around 10:15 ish. And tried to figure what to do- See- Ladies get in free before 11 and without a doubt we weren't gonna get there by 11- So we decided to go see a movie. The movie didn't start till 12:35- so we had a little over an hour and a half to spare- so...we went into the car and did what any two crazy teenagers in love would do around then- We had sex- it was awesome and funny as hell- I mean, its a saturday night and there are cars around and people moving etc. She was the level headed one and I was just up for anything- It was fun...Memorable!- We're so crazy together...I swear.
Then at the end of night we spoke of deep feelings- In regards to me moving and all that follows- It was needed. I've been really quiet with everything- I think it made her feel a little better about us- cause she has an idea of what going on within' me- I'm gonna miss her so much- and she fails to realize that at times...She irreplaceable. But, its my dream- and moving to new york comes in like a breath of fresh air- it just means alot to me-
Aside from all that- I guess for all those who know me- things are still shaky within' myself- I just try to stay positive and not fall into the addiction...It's hard people- Though i suppose you all don't understand- and thats alright- wouldn't expect you too-
Also- The Pope died yesterday- I'm sure you all know...I said a prayer when I heard- He was a great man ultimately- and it's not just because he was the Pope. One of the few of our time who can honestly say he spent his days giving to others- I respect that...Deeply. Rest In Peace... I guess looking at him it makes on realize that all of our temptations can actually be overcome- It's not just crazy talk- People can actually be humble. But really humble- not only when it counts-
Life On Stage.