Simply Thinking...
Lately its as though random thoughts embrace my mind- And so I shall write...
I wonder if my unborn child will love me as I hope to be loved. I mean, my mother and I have an interesting relationship. But the distance between us I pray not for that of my child and I. "Karma" comes to mind in regards to the thought. My mother tries to help me fight addictions that will surely take me away from her if given the right pressure. I wouldn't want that for my child. I don't want my kid to be depressed and meds. To have scars that reach the depth of soul. Though I suppose if thats who they are then- I will simply have to be a source of comfort. Not saying I'm having a kid- I just wonder all that I will be when I finally do. Basically I want my child to feel nothing I've felt. But then again- He/She would be a stronger person. "Without Struggle There's No Progress" right?- I suppose it's true.
These past few nights I find myself driving when it seem like the whole world's asleep. Following City Lights and finding comfort. It truly is a beautiful thing my friends. Street Lights are the continuous source of light, or so it seems. If only people depended on me like that. I mean, imagine if street lights faded and darkness was all that we witnessed. Accidents and lost signs would be daily. People Overlook the value of such. I know, Just me. But hey- Atleast I take time out to think. Try it cruel world!-
Days fade and yet still I remain still in the midst of thought. :Sigh:
Sunday Morning- Am I the only one who feels it has a different vibe then the rest?- It's as though everyone is calm in a sense. The best time of day is Sunset On sundays. It's always a feeling of comfort. Atleast for me.
I wonder if my unborn child will love me as I hope to be loved. I mean, my mother and I have an interesting relationship. But the distance between us I pray not for that of my child and I. "Karma" comes to mind in regards to the thought. My mother tries to help me fight addictions that will surely take me away from her if given the right pressure. I wouldn't want that for my child. I don't want my kid to be depressed and meds. To have scars that reach the depth of soul. Though I suppose if thats who they are then- I will simply have to be a source of comfort. Not saying I'm having a kid- I just wonder all that I will be when I finally do. Basically I want my child to feel nothing I've felt. But then again- He/She would be a stronger person. "Without Struggle There's No Progress" right?- I suppose it's true.
These past few nights I find myself driving when it seem like the whole world's asleep. Following City Lights and finding comfort. It truly is a beautiful thing my friends. Street Lights are the continuous source of light, or so it seems. If only people depended on me like that. I mean, imagine if street lights faded and darkness was all that we witnessed. Accidents and lost signs would be daily. People Overlook the value of such. I know, Just me. But hey- Atleast I take time out to think. Try it cruel world!-
Days fade and yet still I remain still in the midst of thought. :Sigh:
Sunday Morning- Am I the only one who feels it has a different vibe then the rest?- It's as though everyone is calm in a sense. The best time of day is Sunset On sundays. It's always a feeling of comfort. Atleast for me.