Dec 11, 2007 00:15
I am fucked up
I made some dinner and I can't even eat it
still working hard
still not smoking
still going to the gym
still being good
so far less to show for it than i started with
shows what being good gets you
i guess i just have to be patient but FUCK..I can not wait around forever...although if I knew the outcome I think I would...but the thing is..I think I already know the outcome and I am definitely not waiting around for that...karma fucking sucks..I guess I got what i deserved
good for you
now you can all watch me squirm as I get my just deserts and try my hardest to be a better person in the midst of it all