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[empty04]

I woke up this morning smiling because I know you're mine, just like I do most mornings. I know I get mad at times, and yuo do things that make me sad sometimes. And I wish things weren't that way. They are. It isn't like in the movies and everything is not always happily ever afer, but you do what you can and when things get rocky it can be really scarey....for both of us. I am not saying that I am completely over it or anything at all like that. I think you know now what it meant to me, what it means to me. And I know it might sound bad, but knowing that you realized how close I was to the edge and knowing that you were actually scared....that made me feel good. Because, I know its silly, but sometimes I think you wouldn't miss me if I were gone. Especially when I don't understand you. We are two very different people from very different places, who fell very close. We are still getting used to eachother and that is just perfect. There is absolutely no rush because I am prepared to be getting you to you for a long time. And that's a good thing
Thank you for helping me to realize that you really do care, and that I am just crazy. =]

but just so you know. I am pretty possitive I'll forget again and you'll probably have to remind me...hehe