Breathe
SO you know when you have completely shitty days and then the next day totally rocks? Well that how my week has been. Yesterday sucked and for reasons I cannot mention it just did. But thanks to my awesome friends here.. and Matt scraping my ass off the ground and some useful advice I climbed up the ladder to getting back on track. Keeping myself busy I've gotten a shit load done today. However that doesn't take the load of my shoulders but it helps me carry it... which is what I need right now. Although this load is heavy and A lot of things to carry for one person I can do it (for once ...lol) Now I bet you have no fucking clue what I am talking about but eventually the cat gets out of the bag and I'm sure you'll find out in some way or another. Today was good. And it finally looks like things are looking good. The sun has finally decided to show itself (not literally unfortunately) and maybe things are going to be ok after all. So what did I do today that made my day so good??? Well I don't know... lol. I got up, went to classes, cleaned the athletic training room with the athletic training club, went to my second class, Put in my hours of in the athletic training room, went running (talked to Lindz and Matt), watched a movie with the suite (From Hell .. good movie), then watched an hour of sex an the city. Fras it was that episode we watched at your house, the one about sex being masturbation without hands. ;) And now I sit here writing to you (who ever reads this) about my day. I don't know... maybe because for the first time in a really long time, I was happy today. And Now I don't want to go to sleep in huge fear that it will go away! hahaha... kinda ironic huh? I think ironic was the word I wanted to use. Anyhow.... Today was a good day, maybe tomorrow will be to maybe not. But We will just have to see now won't we? In any case, I've got 4 days till vacation and 4 days until I get to see spring (because it’s so not spring yet here). EXCITED!! Later!