I do not know what to think anymore.

[empti_spacee]

I do not know what to think anymore. It’s a continuous game that we have been playing for years. The same remarking; like déjà vu. Before it happens, I can predict the end. And every time I let go, I return without knowing, just like previously. It gets worse at times, that it almost hurts till it bleeds inside.

Is this how we will end?

Maybe there was never a beginning to start with. But I do not know what to think anymore. Because with every thought in mind, it’s you I think about.

What have you done to me?