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Sometimes i cry or complain about things and the way they suck. I hate the way i look and the way i talk to people, or rather the way i can't talk to people. My fat really bothers me, my boyfriend always tells me that i shouldn't care what other people think only what he thinks, but as most girls know this isnt easy. I want to be one of those people who get up at 5am just to work out but i can't. It seems like no matter what i do this will bother me it has my whole life even when i was a size 3. I know i shouldn't dwell on such a petty thing. But sometimes i guess i dont realize how much i do have. I am happy for what i do have
1. Two loving parents that are still together who love me and would do anything they can for me.
2. A loving boyfriend who adores me and treats me like a goddess.
3. My Bro, i wouldnt get very far in this world if it wasnt for him he can be encouraging.
4. Eric, My man to get through things and has always been there since 6th grade.
5. going to a decent college and able to get an education.
6. my old shows on every night to comfort me.
7. a roommate who cares.
8. Animals and there innocence.
9. Art.
10. and still being here to enjoy this.
1. Two loving parents that are still together who love me and would do anything they can for me.
2. A loving boyfriend who adores me and treats me like a goddess.
3. My Bro, i wouldnt get very far in this world if it wasnt for him he can be encouraging.
4. Eric, My man to get through things and has always been there since 6th grade.
5. going to a decent college and able to get an education.
6. my old shows on every night to comfort me.
7. a roommate who cares.
8. Animals and there innocence.
9. Art.
10. and still being here to enjoy this.