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feeling, at intervals, better and worse today. the morning was tough, because at work all I do is think if I don't have a book to listen to (my batteries died). this is a tough time of the year, what with the holidays and all. there's so much from the past that I miss, and so much from the future that I am looking for. that's the best way I can think to describe it. got better though.
I took a nap this afternoon for about an hour and a half and had lucid dream after lucid dreams. there was a little astral travel in there as well, though I didn't get too far. I am very out of practice. it was very awesome, though. I think I should start concentrating on that a little more, maybe. that always makes me happy.
today was my mum's birthday. I got her slippers, my dad got her many pajamas, some candy, and a book. my sister got her gravy flour (don't ask). also, there were many flavors of cheesecake. and we stayed home from school. I convinced her she didn't want to go. I am such a bad influence.
tomorrow is wings, though it seems no-one knows where we are going. ah well.
Fat
Calories
tea w/ sugar
0
300
waffles
9
210
cheese
9
110
lebanon bologna
4
80
bread w/ butter
5.5
155
homemade pizza
15
340
cheesecake
26
410
coffee w/ creamer
2
150
Total
70.5
1755
chris wants me to do up his myspace all fancy-like, evn though my myspace is very bland. and also he hates myspace. doesn't make much sense to me, but I'll do it anyway.
I still feel very anxious.
I took a nap this afternoon for about an hour and a half and had lucid dream after lucid dreams. there was a little astral travel in there as well, though I didn't get too far. I am very out of practice. it was very awesome, though. I think I should start concentrating on that a little more, maybe. that always makes me happy.
today was my mum's birthday. I got her slippers, my dad got her many pajamas, some candy, and a book. my sister got her gravy flour (don't ask). also, there were many flavors of cheesecake. and we stayed home from school. I convinced her she didn't want to go. I am such a bad influence.
tomorrow is wings, though it seems no-one knows where we are going. ah well.
Fat
Calories
tea w/ sugar
0
300
waffles
9
210
cheese
9
110
lebanon bologna
4
80
bread w/ butter
5.5
155
homemade pizza
15
340
cheesecake
26
410
coffee w/ creamer
2
150
Total
70.5
1755
chris wants me to do up his myspace all fancy-like, evn though my myspace is very bland. and also he hates myspace. doesn't make much sense to me, but I'll do it anyway.
I still feel very anxious.