Worst. Month. Ever.
I know, after the last post, I said I'd be around more but...
About 2 days later we rushed my Gram (who's also my best friend and one of the most awesome women living on the planet Earth) to the hospital. She had pneumonia and she almost died. But she didn't die. She's doing SO much better and we were all excited and she was supposed to go home tomorrow....
But we just found out today that she has lung cancer. CANCER. I am, of course, losing my shit a bit. A lot. But there's still so much the doctors don't know yet. I'm not crying right this second though, and that's something. But we don't know if she's coming home. We don't know if it's spread anywhere else. We don't know dick.
But yeah. That's where I've been. Plus, I'm getting shit at work (I've left work in tears no fewer than 3 times in the past week). Plus, John's sick. Plus my brother-in-law just got called up from the Army Reserves and is leaving in a couple of weeks. And my mom's about to move, because her new place sucks. And we're about to move in less than 2 months. Plus there has been a lot of Noah and the Ark type weather around here which has been shitty.
I'm exhausted. But I'm...trying to stay hopeful.
Yeah. June sucks.
About 2 days later we rushed my Gram (who's also my best friend and one of the most awesome women living on the planet Earth) to the hospital. She had pneumonia and she almost died. But she didn't die. She's doing SO much better and we were all excited and she was supposed to go home tomorrow....
But we just found out today that she has lung cancer. CANCER. I am, of course, losing my shit a bit. A lot. But there's still so much the doctors don't know yet. I'm not crying right this second though, and that's something. But we don't know if she's coming home. We don't know if it's spread anywhere else. We don't know dick.
But yeah. That's where I've been. Plus, I'm getting shit at work (I've left work in tears no fewer than 3 times in the past week). Plus, John's sick. Plus my brother-in-law just got called up from the Army Reserves and is leaving in a couple of weeks. And my mom's about to move, because her new place sucks. And we're about to move in less than 2 months. Plus there has been a lot of Noah and the Ark type weather around here which has been shitty.
I'm exhausted. But I'm...trying to stay hopeful.
Yeah. June sucks.