*oh my*

Mar 07, 2010 01:37

Jesus.
It's been a million years since I've updated. I just got out of the habit forever ago and then when I finally got on to update again, fucking LJ gave my computer a virus. LAME. But anyway, here I go again.

I'm tipsy & absofrickinlutely delirious right now so this is going to be all over the place.

Bailey bought me a laptop for an early birthday present! :D I'm beyond stoked. I've seriously been using the same desktop computer for the last oh... 7 years? lol
WELCOME TO 2010 GINNY. :D

I'll be married in less than a month. Holy crap. I need it to be here like, NOW. I'm so OVER planning it. lol. I just want it to BE HERE. We got the final copy of our contract today! And wedding gifts have been trickling in.. I feel like a dick but it really is so exciting! Every day when the mail or UPS or FED EX comes it's like Christmas in March! :D
I'm eating a salad out of a beautiful bowl from our new set of dishes & drinking a bourbon & coke out of one of our new Alice in Wonderland glasses <3

ALSO, I FINALLY HAD MY DRESS FITTING TODAY!!!! My dress was a fucking MONTH AND A HALF LATE coming in >:[ but whatever, I'm over it now because I love it. When I first put it on today I was totally UNDERwhelmed. It was just so blah and too long & it was big. But once I went up to alterations and they pinned it to fit me & shortened it considerably, I WAS SO HAPPY AND BACK MADLY IN LOVE WITH IT. <333333 April and I both cried. lol aw.

Oh and next Sunday we are going back there with Casey to look for HER wedding gown. :D So many weddings. I wish I could just plan weddings forever. I think I'd be so much better at planning OTHER people's weddings than my own. lol. Womp.

Ok, Maddox. lol. Maddox will be 2 in May! AAAAHHHHHH!!! And he is certainly in the 'terrible twos' stage already. He is such a little brat BUT he is still so precious. He said "LAH YOU" to me today for the first time and I swear to babey Jesus my lil heart almost exploded. I can't even ever explain how much I love that little boy. I love him so much that it physically HURTS. He's amazing. And I am not exaggerating or bullshitting at all when I say that he gives better hugs than anyone I have ever met in my entire life.
Oh my God. I love that child. <3

My life is pretty A+ right now. It has it's bad moments & sad moments but overall, I'm blessed. I have a beautiful son, a GREAT [ALMOST] husband, amazing friends and family all around. I can not wait for my wedding & reception. We get to see SO many people, all at once, it is going to be so overwhelming.

And omg I can't wait to see all the babeys in Vegas. It's so hard to explain how attached I am to these people after all these years. We don't always get along, but the love is definitely always there now. I'm so happy that we have all grown up and stopped being so fucking catty finally. LOL. Oh and we have weeded out the losers ::) [finallyyyy] It is going to be a babeylovefest of epic proportions and I am so so so just.. amazed that they are all coming out for our wedding. Amazed & honored. That sounds so cheesy but shit, I don't know how else to put it. SORRY. lol.

And OMG Ali is coming to the reception TOO. <3 This will be the first time ever that when we say goodbye in Vegas it won't be a CRYFEST because we'll be like 'OK SEE YA IN TWO WEEKS! WOO!'

Everything is so different now. In a good way. I feel refreshed. I am definitely stressed out ALL the time lately, and tired all day every day, and my back is in knots, BUT I look forward to the future every day. Good things are coming.

The times they are a'changin. I can feel it. And it feels GOOD.
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