i travel in fear that in this darkness i will disappear

Feb 25, 2005 10:23

Snow, snow, snow. Every day of this week. I am so tired of the gray and white days. Why don't we humans hibernate? I could use a good long uninterrupted sleep of oh, say, four months.

Yesterday the first issue of my birthday subscription to the New Yorker came. The article on the bird flu was fascinating but made me feel like the apocalypse is right around the corner. It preyed on all of those deep-seated childhood fears that come from reading books like Z for Zachariah, and The White Mountains.

I now have a tear-off day-by-day calendar. Apart from the suspicion that owning one means I've already tossed in the towel, given myself over to spending the majority of my life in a cubicle in which the day-to-day tear-off calendar is a weak and meaningless exertion of one's individuality, personal preference and taste in the failure-guaranteed effort to self-distinguish in what is otherwise a completely, damningly, homogenizing job, "The World According to Mister Rogers" is really amazing. That man knew what was up. I've read it before, but today's entry excerpted from his acceptance speech at the TV Hall of Fame, which is just so good. Below you'll find it in full:

Fame is a four-letter word; and like tape or zoom or face or pain or life or love, what ultimately matters is what we do with it.
I feel that those of us in television are chosen to be servants. It doesn't matter what our particular job, we are chosen to help meet the deeper needs of those who watch and listen-day and night!
The conductor of the orchestra at the Hollywood Bowl grew up in a family that had little interest in music, but he often tells people he found his early inspiration from the fine musicians on television.
Last month a thirteen-year-old boy abducted an eight-year-old girl; and when people asked him why, he said he learned about it on TV. “Something different to try,” he said. “Life's cheap; what does it matter?”
Well, life isn't cheap. It's the greatest mystery of any millennium, and television needs to do all it can to broadcast that... to show and tell what the good in life is all about.
But how do we make goodness attractive? By doing whatever we can do to bring courage to those whose lives move near our own-by treating our “neighbor” at least as well as we treat ourselves and allowing that to inform everything that we produce.
Who in your life has been such a servant to you... who has helped you love the good that grows within you? Let's just take ten seconds to think of some of those people who have loved us and wanted what was best for us in life-those who have encouraged us to become who we are tonight-just ten seconds of silence.

No matter where they are-either here or in heaven-imagine how pleased those people must be to know that you thought of them right now.
We all have only one life to live on earth. And through television, we have the choice of encouraging others to demean this life or to cherish it in creative, imaginative ways.
On behalf of all of us at Family Communications and the Public Broadcasting Service, I thank you for all the good that you do in this unique enterprise... and for wanting our Neighborhood to be part of this celebration tonight. Thank you very much.

Fred Rogers
Acceptance Speech
Television Hall of Fame
February, 1999
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