Everything is getting old...
I know I have now written in a long while...in nearly a month. To be honest, I have kinda lost interest in LiveJournal. No offense to any of you.
In most recent news...
4 days of class left
10 days of school left
and
11 DAYS UNTIL GRADUATION!!!!!
I'm so excited. The last month of school has gone by so quickly for me. Everyone was telling me that it would be the longest...and that make sense, but it hasn't been that way at all. We take out first finals on this coming Friday. I'm so ready to be out of high school, but I'm not so sure that I'm ready to go to college. All of my friends that graduated last year are back home for the summer already...and they all seem...what's the right word...sane. Sometimes I think that it would be better to go full time, but I would like some kind of break. Speaking of full time...I am going to work full time at Zaxby's over the summer. Monday-Friday...9-5. My parents keep asking me if I am sure I want to do that...but I know I really do. That would be a guarantee that I would have all weekends off, and I can ask for time off whenever I like because there is no on in school...so anyone can work for me anytime. I think it is a good plan.
In case anyone hasn't heard...Shorty is back home for a little while. He got home on Tuesday, and will be leaving again next Friday. He will be going to Alaska for two years. He and Jared will be at South Cobb on Monday during B lunch...hinthint.
I am in a major transition phase. Everything is changing. I'm so tired of the way things are but I'm not sure I want them to change. There are a few things that I want to stay the same...and some that NEED to change. I really don't know if i can continue to live at home for that next four years...or even for two. My parents are driving me crazy. And I really need to turn 18. Everyone around me is older...I hate being the young one. When I turn 18, I don't have to follow all of my parents rules. I'm going to get me belly-button pierced, and I know that my parents are going to hate it. We will prolly fight over it constantly, but it's not like they are going to kick me out over it. Even if they did...I'm not so sure that would be a bad thing. I want to stay out later too. That shouldn't be a big deal, but I'm about to graduate, and I still have to in by 11:00. My Mom yells at me if I'm on the phone at 10:30...it's ridiculous!
On to things that I don't want to change...I REALLY don't want friendships to change, (well, some anyway) but they are already beginning to. I'm not going to go into that because everyone will tell me that it's my own fault...that I did it too myself. Anyway...I don't want my relationship with Jared to change...but I know that if it did...it would only be for the better. He is ont thing I know I can count on. Even if we broke up, I know that he would still be there for me in anyway that he could help. I love you Bear!
Sooo...I have rambled on for quite a while now, so I'm going give my fingers a break. If you have read my entry this far...thank you...sorry to waste your time...
In most recent news...
4 days of class left
10 days of school left
and
11 DAYS UNTIL GRADUATION!!!!!
I'm so excited. The last month of school has gone by so quickly for me. Everyone was telling me that it would be the longest...and that make sense, but it hasn't been that way at all. We take out first finals on this coming Friday. I'm so ready to be out of high school, but I'm not so sure that I'm ready to go to college. All of my friends that graduated last year are back home for the summer already...and they all seem...what's the right word...sane. Sometimes I think that it would be better to go full time, but I would like some kind of break. Speaking of full time...I am going to work full time at Zaxby's over the summer. Monday-Friday...9-5. My parents keep asking me if I am sure I want to do that...but I know I really do. That would be a guarantee that I would have all weekends off, and I can ask for time off whenever I like because there is no on in school...so anyone can work for me anytime. I think it is a good plan.
In case anyone hasn't heard...Shorty is back home for a little while. He got home on Tuesday, and will be leaving again next Friday. He will be going to Alaska for two years. He and Jared will be at South Cobb on Monday during B lunch...hinthint.
I am in a major transition phase. Everything is changing. I'm so tired of the way things are but I'm not sure I want them to change. There are a few things that I want to stay the same...and some that NEED to change. I really don't know if i can continue to live at home for that next four years...or even for two. My parents are driving me crazy. And I really need to turn 18. Everyone around me is older...I hate being the young one. When I turn 18, I don't have to follow all of my parents rules. I'm going to get me belly-button pierced, and I know that my parents are going to hate it. We will prolly fight over it constantly, but it's not like they are going to kick me out over it. Even if they did...I'm not so sure that would be a bad thing. I want to stay out later too. That shouldn't be a big deal, but I'm about to graduate, and I still have to in by 11:00. My Mom yells at me if I'm on the phone at 10:30...it's ridiculous!
On to things that I don't want to change...I REALLY don't want friendships to change, (well, some anyway) but they are already beginning to. I'm not going to go into that because everyone will tell me that it's my own fault...that I did it too myself. Anyway...I don't want my relationship with Jared to change...but I know that if it did...it would only be for the better. He is ont thing I know I can count on. Even if we broke up, I know that he would still be there for me in anyway that he could help. I love you Bear!
Sooo...I have rambled on for quite a while now, so I'm going give my fingers a break. If you have read my entry this far...thank you...sorry to waste your time...