summary
*sigh
next week ill be staying with my grandparents.
my grandpa is bed ridden and needs a lot of attention, moving him, feeding him, cleaning him, adn just talking with him.
the reason why i have to help is because my mom and my aunt aree both going to mexico.
they were the ones helping. my mom would help in the afternoons, and my aunt would help at night. but since both of them are leaving, i have to help.
my grandma is going to pay me to be a live-in nurse.
i feel bad, because i dont particularly want to clean her house, or stay overnight. its just such a commitment. but then i feel guilty for not wanting to help her out that i begin to feel guilty for letting her pay me.
because she is family, and thats what family does, helps out.
i just feel terrible, and like i dont have a choice, well i do have a choice but if i were to say no id feel like shit and be the one of the worst kids ever.
so i guess im just mad that i have to be the one to help.
and i swear, if she even thinks about trying to brainwash me with jehovah witness crap im totally complaining to my mother. such a threat i know...
i totally get bitching rights if she does start to lecture me about jehovah.
you know it doenst really bother me when she quotes the bible, it just bugs the hell out of me when she starts talking about how all the other people are lost, and that being a jehovah witness is the only right path. blah blah blah.
it freaked me out the other day. she emails her two brothers, and i know for sure that one of them is NOT a jehovah witness. and he sent her an email talking about how politics is the best religion. saying things like the founding fathers of the united stated had it right, and that the U.S. is the new holy land because they made it that way. and my grandma was talking about how he couldnt be more wrong, and i actually agreed with her. that was the scary part. i actually agreed with my jehovah witness gradnma. scary as hell.
i think i only agreed with her because i hate politics, because all i see in politics is rich white people throwing their money around to only get things they want passed... lying, and going behind peoples backs. it just seems way to shady. like what really happened in florida in the 2000 presidential election?
she better give me a key to the house. because there is no way im going to be "home" and stay there after 8 pm. im also very glad that my mother said i could bring my dog, and because i could, that means i would have to stay in the back room, which has its own entrance. which will be mighty sweet since the front door is in the living room which is my grandmas room.
its going to be weird.
i dont think their toilet works.
next week ill be staying with my grandparents.
my grandpa is bed ridden and needs a lot of attention, moving him, feeding him, cleaning him, adn just talking with him.
the reason why i have to help is because my mom and my aunt aree both going to mexico.
they were the ones helping. my mom would help in the afternoons, and my aunt would help at night. but since both of them are leaving, i have to help.
my grandma is going to pay me to be a live-in nurse.
i feel bad, because i dont particularly want to clean her house, or stay overnight. its just such a commitment. but then i feel guilty for not wanting to help her out that i begin to feel guilty for letting her pay me.
because she is family, and thats what family does, helps out.
i just feel terrible, and like i dont have a choice, well i do have a choice but if i were to say no id feel like shit and be the one of the worst kids ever.
so i guess im just mad that i have to be the one to help.
and i swear, if she even thinks about trying to brainwash me with jehovah witness crap im totally complaining to my mother. such a threat i know...
i totally get bitching rights if she does start to lecture me about jehovah.
you know it doenst really bother me when she quotes the bible, it just bugs the hell out of me when she starts talking about how all the other people are lost, and that being a jehovah witness is the only right path. blah blah blah.
it freaked me out the other day. she emails her two brothers, and i know for sure that one of them is NOT a jehovah witness. and he sent her an email talking about how politics is the best religion. saying things like the founding fathers of the united stated had it right, and that the U.S. is the new holy land because they made it that way. and my grandma was talking about how he couldnt be more wrong, and i actually agreed with her. that was the scary part. i actually agreed with my jehovah witness gradnma. scary as hell.
i think i only agreed with her because i hate politics, because all i see in politics is rich white people throwing their money around to only get things they want passed... lying, and going behind peoples backs. it just seems way to shady. like what really happened in florida in the 2000 presidential election?
she better give me a key to the house. because there is no way im going to be "home" and stay there after 8 pm. im also very glad that my mother said i could bring my dog, and because i could, that means i would have to stay in the back room, which has its own entrance. which will be mighty sweet since the front door is in the living room which is my grandmas room.
its going to be weird.
i dont think their toilet works.