a funny thing...
so i have always hated this day its never fun when you dont have someone to share it with and it can even be a little depressing but turns out it can still be tht way when you are with someone
so last night bruce and i are talking about work being really busy today. he was like why? i was like bc of the holiday he was like what holiday. oh is it presidents day? i was like no valentine's day he was like presidents day is next week. i was like yeah he says whatever they are the same thing. i say yeah not really. that was it today at work i dont get anything from him not even a "happy valentine's day" nothing. that kinda sux a lot.
now i am the biggest cynical person ever but come on.... my boys kenny and marty both were like happy valentine's day sweetie and i was like awww thanks!! too bad you guys are the only ones who thought to say that to me today. they were like what about bruce im like no he thought today was presidents day. they all laugh and i roll my eyes and walk away.
im not saying that i want him to go out and spend all this money on me bc i dont need that from him but its kinda like a slap in the face when i get nothing and he could care less ya know? sometimes i think that i am very under appreciated by him. i would never catagorize myself as high maintaince but a little spoiling never hurt anyone...
i sitting here watching my nephew sleep right now and i am wondering what it would be like to have everyone love you sooo much instantly and never be without someone who wants to hold you and love you... im thinking to myself this is the only boy i need in my life bc all he wants from me is for me to love him and play with him and all i need is to have those two chubby arms reach up for me and those two baby blue eyes to look at me with wonder and love and i am all set... i dont really now if this is funny or pathetic but whatever same thing right?
so last night bruce and i are talking about work being really busy today. he was like why? i was like bc of the holiday he was like what holiday. oh is it presidents day? i was like no valentine's day he was like presidents day is next week. i was like yeah he says whatever they are the same thing. i say yeah not really. that was it today at work i dont get anything from him not even a "happy valentine's day" nothing. that kinda sux a lot.
now i am the biggest cynical person ever but come on.... my boys kenny and marty both were like happy valentine's day sweetie and i was like awww thanks!! too bad you guys are the only ones who thought to say that to me today. they were like what about bruce im like no he thought today was presidents day. they all laugh and i roll my eyes and walk away.
im not saying that i want him to go out and spend all this money on me bc i dont need that from him but its kinda like a slap in the face when i get nothing and he could care less ya know? sometimes i think that i am very under appreciated by him. i would never catagorize myself as high maintaince but a little spoiling never hurt anyone...
i sitting here watching my nephew sleep right now and i am wondering what it would be like to have everyone love you sooo much instantly and never be without someone who wants to hold you and love you... im thinking to myself this is the only boy i need in my life bc all he wants from me is for me to love him and play with him and all i need is to have those two chubby arms reach up for me and those two baby blue eyes to look at me with wonder and love and i am all set... i dont really now if this is funny or pathetic but whatever same thing right?