lost in translation
The worst thing about this is that the guys I've been getting on good terms with say that they're okay with me speaking Russian, but I just can't. Especially since there's this dude who seriously doesn't know Russian at all. Like, whenever I go, "Russian or English?", he immediately responds with "English". Not because he's a brat, he seriously doesn't understand.
I just feel like a total loser not being able to express myself normally. And because of my lack of practice I keep forgetting the easiest words possible, f.e. "to bring", "to differ"... I just go, "She said she'll... err......um....*headwall*". I should've just gone to a Latvian school or something. Wait, no... but maaan I could do better.
This stinks, really. Laura is awesome though, she speaks Russian with me most of the time. Arthur's also said something today with NO ACCENT AT ALL I'M LIKE EEEEH, but then again, his surname is Russian, so I think I can understand that.
The gist of the entry is that I feel like a bunch of poo DDD:
I just feel like a total loser not being able to express myself normally. And because of my lack of practice I keep forgetting the easiest words possible, f.e. "to bring", "to differ"... I just go, "She said she'll... err......um....*headwall*". I should've just gone to a Latvian school or something. Wait, no... but maaan I could do better.
This stinks, really. Laura is awesome though, she speaks Russian with me most of the time. Arthur's also said something today with NO ACCENT AT ALL I'M LIKE EEEEH, but then again, his surname is Russian, so I think I can understand that.
The gist of the entry is that I feel like a bunch of poo DDD: