I care but am I even here?
To anyone reading this, I feel very selfish.
It's not that I'm unable to compliment the other persons I've added to my LJ. I feel like I'm losing interest in what others are trying to say. Eventually I feel that I've been beating myself emotionally and mentally just to get through another persons post.
I hope nobody else feels that way about me as they read my words.
In any case, I do appreciate and think that some people that I've come across are in actuality pretty damn cool. I would like to keep them around. Others not so much, Not trying to be rude or overly picky but some people are just "better" for me.
In any case if you're curious as to why I haven't bombarded your journal with thoughts, insight, opinions, ect. It's not me trying to have you appreciate me and engage me more than I would at least try to engage and appreciate you.
Life is just strange and I'm trying to move through a sort of creative phase.
Here's hoping life rewards me for attempting to be productive.
Also listen to this song for me at least please or give it a try. a Selfish request but I think it's a beautiful song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B39pupeGEgs
It's not that I'm unable to compliment the other persons I've added to my LJ. I feel like I'm losing interest in what others are trying to say. Eventually I feel that I've been beating myself emotionally and mentally just to get through another persons post.
I hope nobody else feels that way about me as they read my words.
In any case, I do appreciate and think that some people that I've come across are in actuality pretty damn cool. I would like to keep them around. Others not so much, Not trying to be rude or overly picky but some people are just "better" for me.
In any case if you're curious as to why I haven't bombarded your journal with thoughts, insight, opinions, ect. It's not me trying to have you appreciate me and engage me more than I would at least try to engage and appreciate you.
Life is just strange and I'm trying to move through a sort of creative phase.
Here's hoping life rewards me for attempting to be productive.
Also listen to this song for me at least please or give it a try. a Selfish request but I think it's a beautiful song.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B39pupeGEgs