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[obligitory drunken posit"]
I know I asaid I wasn't writing in here no mo but i feel sorta stupid as I fortgot my othe r name. PLsu someoen's stalking me. It's weird! Being livejournal stalked,.
So I got sdrunk with my gay ex-best friend who is apparantly ex-gay too?? what the fuck. "i enjoey sex with women" he said. hahaha! twhich makes it weird. i dunno i'm confused. I didn't know being gay had like, a switch,.
But so he just left. and now I'm drunkand alone. And noone is on aim. (and if you iare talk to me: my days collide) ]. And the backspace bar is my friend tonight. and I'm so desperate and lonelky I frlit with the gas station guys. They even know my cigarettes. ITs funny. Iknow one of his names. not the other one. i reallyd o but i pretend i don't. that one has my phone number! the blonde. hah. but he's the dorky cone.
So what I'm really trying ot say is, is that i am a very sad girl right now. i am twenty eyars old. stupid. my car is rusty.
i thought that would maje a good ending but i didn't wreally wanna stop. because nobody is on aiom. or yahoo, either, ebcause i signed on that too. except some random person just talked to me. and then never responed.