Round 2
A few hours have passed and I've done nothing. Well, nothing productive towards academics. I've been taking the time to relax and think things over. Why do we fall? So that we may learn to pick ourselves up.
It's not like I'll never see her again. Rather, she's informed me about a few parties on the week that finals end, and also she has suggested that we go skiing/snowboarding during the winter. I'm sure I'll see her during finals. To make everything seem more bearable, I should keep in mind that she is co-op more or less local. I know I won't see her too much during Winter term, but at least it beats an instant cut-off "see you in 4 months, or maybe you can splurge cash to visit me for a weekend in [insert city] and realize that half the time was wasted away on the bus ride and now you're behind in class too" punch-in-the-face deal. See? Life isn't that bad; driving out to Kitchener to see her doesn't make me sweat blood. Besides, I get the distinctive advantage of being local during Spring term when she is here, a whole 15 minute walk away because she might be a residence don. Awesome! What the crap was I bitching about this morning? Oh... yeah I remember...
That's all fine and dandy, but it's still a snowball's chance in Hell of getting anywhere beyond friendship with her. I'll need to get over it all and move onwards. This is what sucks. Winter term will absolutely drag, burn, and die if I don't get over her (I am dead serious that she's a very difficult girl to get over for me. If all my previous crushes were goombas, she'd be Bowser, which means the princess is in another castle... wait that doesn't make sense). Oh well, the solution to that will come with time. For now, to the books (I almost typed boobs).
It's not like I'll never see her again. Rather, she's informed me about a few parties on the week that finals end, and also she has suggested that we go skiing/snowboarding during the winter. I'm sure I'll see her during finals. To make everything seem more bearable, I should keep in mind that she is co-op more or less local. I know I won't see her too much during Winter term, but at least it beats an instant cut-off "see you in 4 months, or maybe you can splurge cash to visit me for a weekend in [insert city] and realize that half the time was wasted away on the bus ride and now you're behind in class too" punch-in-the-face deal. See? Life isn't that bad; driving out to Kitchener to see her doesn't make me sweat blood. Besides, I get the distinctive advantage of being local during Spring term when she is here, a whole 15 minute walk away because she might be a residence don. Awesome! What the crap was I bitching about this morning? Oh... yeah I remember...
That's all fine and dandy, but it's still a snowball's chance in Hell of getting anywhere beyond friendship with her. I'll need to get over it all and move onwards. This is what sucks. Winter term will absolutely drag, burn, and die if I don't get over her (I am dead serious that she's a very difficult girl to get over for me. If all my previous crushes were goombas, she'd be Bowser, which means the princess is in another castle... wait that doesn't make sense). Oh well, the solution to that will come with time. For now, to the books (I almost typed boobs).