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Every once in a while, I have a dream about a certain someone, "C", and I wake up feeling rather.... depressed. In those dreams, I'm as happy as a clam, until I realize that it is just a dream, in which case my mind switches over to something else. Usually something involving some ancient battle, or unleashing the fury and/or awesomeness of my creationism and imagination upon the world; things that make me almost as happy.
And..... Every once in a while, I have a dream about "T" and the whole dream is nothing but resentment. Lol.
Never had two of those dreams in the same night, though. Interesting.
My sinuses are fucked up or something. And I feel like a turd wrapped in piss-soaked toilet paper. I woke up saturday feeling like this and did absolutely NOTHING all day. I felt ok except for my head and a bit of fever. But later in the day and yesterday, my face felt like it was going to explode and cave in at the same time. Today sucks. I need a new body.
Speaking of a new body, I did get my ass up and out yesterday long enough to ride around for a little bit and also go look at some exercise bikes at Academy. Definitely going to get one of those. I'm also going to put it right where my recliner is so that instead of lying back on my ass watching movies, I'll be more inclined to pedal on the bike and watch movies. That should work, right? Theoretically. Hopefully. We'll see.
The steering wheel in the Vista Cruiser had one of those leather bound wraps around it and I much prefer the look of an original wheel, so I unwrapped it to discover that the wheel is kinda shitty. Cracked, dirty and missing parts, actually. So.... I bought a new one on ebay. I only could find one, though, that was the same as mine even though it was black. My steering wheel is sort of a.... soft-serve shitty brown. But I got the wheel on Saturday and installed it yesterday using my brown hornpad. A little off color, but it still matches the interior and looks better than a cracked wheel.
That car is fucking FINE.
The Destroyer is acting up on me, though. It's jealous. I'm gonna get it fixed. Need to get it painted too. I dug up old pictures of it when I first got it and it's fucking beautiful. I need to make it so again.
Nothing is really going on. I feel like I'm just floating along, doing a bunch of nothing. Partying on the weekends, going to work during the week and waiting to cruise on Saturday and party. This is fun and all, but it's lonely. Now, I like being alone and all... but that gets lonely as well. Time once again to find a woman. But there's a catch. I feel so shitty about how fat I've gotten and other things that I don't even want to TRY yet. Lol. When I'm ready though, I'm gonna try eHarmony. Maybe I'll get lucky like Russ did and find someone really special and just right. She should like to go cruising, that's for sure. And beer. She needs to like beer. GOOD beer.
I guess this week I need to take down my lights from Christmas, huh? Outside at least. Lol. Fuck, I'll leave the decorations up inside for as long as I please. There's no one bitching at me to take them down and I like them up. I guess when I feel like it, I'll take them down soon enough, but as is tradition, I will leave that tree standing bare for as long as it is green, or at least until the annual crawfish boil, when we will burn it. Oh yes, my tree is still green and NOT shedding needles. It's magic.
WOW pisses me off sometimes. That is all.
............
I SERIOUSLY need to go camping soon. I was looking forward to going to Paul B Johnson to the cabin with the old man in March, but he's going the week of St Patrick's day and it looks like this year, we'll actually be going to Pensacola for that. But aside from that, I think some other time in March, I'm definitely gonna go somewhere and spend the night in the damn woods. Even if it's at Fountainebleau in Mandeville. I NEED that. I miss that.
............
I just feel like I've been in a rut for so long now, I don't know how to get out of it.
End Transmission.
And..... Every once in a while, I have a dream about "T" and the whole dream is nothing but resentment. Lol.
Never had two of those dreams in the same night, though. Interesting.
My sinuses are fucked up or something. And I feel like a turd wrapped in piss-soaked toilet paper. I woke up saturday feeling like this and did absolutely NOTHING all day. I felt ok except for my head and a bit of fever. But later in the day and yesterday, my face felt like it was going to explode and cave in at the same time. Today sucks. I need a new body.
Speaking of a new body, I did get my ass up and out yesterday long enough to ride around for a little bit and also go look at some exercise bikes at Academy. Definitely going to get one of those. I'm also going to put it right where my recliner is so that instead of lying back on my ass watching movies, I'll be more inclined to pedal on the bike and watch movies. That should work, right? Theoretically. Hopefully. We'll see.
The steering wheel in the Vista Cruiser had one of those leather bound wraps around it and I much prefer the look of an original wheel, so I unwrapped it to discover that the wheel is kinda shitty. Cracked, dirty and missing parts, actually. So.... I bought a new one on ebay. I only could find one, though, that was the same as mine even though it was black. My steering wheel is sort of a.... soft-serve shitty brown. But I got the wheel on Saturday and installed it yesterday using my brown hornpad. A little off color, but it still matches the interior and looks better than a cracked wheel.
That car is fucking FINE.
The Destroyer is acting up on me, though. It's jealous. I'm gonna get it fixed. Need to get it painted too. I dug up old pictures of it when I first got it and it's fucking beautiful. I need to make it so again.
Nothing is really going on. I feel like I'm just floating along, doing a bunch of nothing. Partying on the weekends, going to work during the week and waiting to cruise on Saturday and party. This is fun and all, but it's lonely. Now, I like being alone and all... but that gets lonely as well. Time once again to find a woman. But there's a catch. I feel so shitty about how fat I've gotten and other things that I don't even want to TRY yet. Lol. When I'm ready though, I'm gonna try eHarmony. Maybe I'll get lucky like Russ did and find someone really special and just right. She should like to go cruising, that's for sure. And beer. She needs to like beer. GOOD beer.
I guess this week I need to take down my lights from Christmas, huh? Outside at least. Lol. Fuck, I'll leave the decorations up inside for as long as I please. There's no one bitching at me to take them down and I like them up. I guess when I feel like it, I'll take them down soon enough, but as is tradition, I will leave that tree standing bare for as long as it is green, or at least until the annual crawfish boil, when we will burn it. Oh yes, my tree is still green and NOT shedding needles. It's magic.
WOW pisses me off sometimes. That is all.
............
I SERIOUSLY need to go camping soon. I was looking forward to going to Paul B Johnson to the cabin with the old man in March, but he's going the week of St Patrick's day and it looks like this year, we'll actually be going to Pensacola for that. But aside from that, I think some other time in March, I'm definitely gonna go somewhere and spend the night in the damn woods. Even if it's at Fountainebleau in Mandeville. I NEED that. I miss that.
............
I just feel like I've been in a rut for so long now, I don't know how to get out of it.
End Transmission.