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Fuck yesterday and fuck today too.
Last couple of nights, I've slept pretty ok. I don't remember waking up too many times at all. Yet, low and behold, here I am and awake and I feel lethargic. Just what the fuck, man? What the fuck?
I also woke up this morning to find my redtail shark floating in the aquarium dead. No reason. I have no clue how it died or what. Fucking sucks, man. All the other fish in that aquarium are doing just fine right now. Except my tiger salamander which died the other day because it stopped eating. It really sucks to pay good dough for a fish only to have it dead in a couple days.
I didn't do shit yesterday and it was great. Well, not great, but it's what I felt like doing. I felt like being lazy so that's what I did. I got home, turned on the heat a little bit, got in my pajama pants, shirt and robe and parked my ass in the recliner for the evening.
I hate this. I hate not feeling like doing anything. Maybe I need to start working out and stuff. Well, no... I NEED to start doing that stuff, but I just wish I knew what is making me feel absolutely apathetic about anything when I get home in the evening. Last week, I was doing stuff. Rearranging the utility room and the barn and stuff. I felt pretty okay. This week, just fuck it. I feel tired like I can't even wake up throughout the course of the day man. Even with an energy drink this morning, I feel like this. This is bullshit.
I blame the weather. Yeah. The shitty fucking weather we're having right now is about 60% of this gloominess I'm feeling, I'm sure of it.
End Transmission.
Last couple of nights, I've slept pretty ok. I don't remember waking up too many times at all. Yet, low and behold, here I am and awake and I feel lethargic. Just what the fuck, man? What the fuck?
I also woke up this morning to find my redtail shark floating in the aquarium dead. No reason. I have no clue how it died or what. Fucking sucks, man. All the other fish in that aquarium are doing just fine right now. Except my tiger salamander which died the other day because it stopped eating. It really sucks to pay good dough for a fish only to have it dead in a couple days.
I didn't do shit yesterday and it was great. Well, not great, but it's what I felt like doing. I felt like being lazy so that's what I did. I got home, turned on the heat a little bit, got in my pajama pants, shirt and robe and parked my ass in the recliner for the evening.
I hate this. I hate not feeling like doing anything. Maybe I need to start working out and stuff. Well, no... I NEED to start doing that stuff, but I just wish I knew what is making me feel absolutely apathetic about anything when I get home in the evening. Last week, I was doing stuff. Rearranging the utility room and the barn and stuff. I felt pretty okay. This week, just fuck it. I feel tired like I can't even wake up throughout the course of the day man. Even with an energy drink this morning, I feel like this. This is bullshit.
I blame the weather. Yeah. The shitty fucking weather we're having right now is about 60% of this gloominess I'm feeling, I'm sure of it.
End Transmission.