I am so glad to be home after a long day of work, that I surely wish to change from. I really am getting sick of not being responsible of anything. From getting laid off from a responsible job to general bullshitting around at a Natural Foods Store, I pretty much am frustrated, pretty much at myself.
Encompassing the tough economic times of the country, well the world to be exact, it's hard to find anything that I know I can do. It really comes down to an opportunity. I need a job opportunity!
I'm excited about this Saturday! I'm heading upstate to Bard College for an open house on a Masters program which I have been interested for the last year. I have some goals which I will accomplish this year. Those are (in no particular order):
- Take the GRE this year, for my Grad-school applications next year
- improve my writing!
- volunteer
- get a better job
- visit VT, and home
I need to feel how I felt before I moved away for college. I need to get on the boat, metaphorically speaking, that will pave my future into a better state of mind, for my own well being. I need to make my happiness continue to move forward. Oh, and get some rest!
That's what I have to do, right now!