Dr. Robert Page Conquerer of Connor's Depression

Oct 28, 2005 22:08

Dr. Page and I sat down last night to talk about my depression, or as he called it "Classical Depression". Looking back at it, it's awesome to go see my psychologist and have a literally conversation of T.S. Eliot and still leave the office with an idea of how to feel better.

I don't remember if I had mentioned how I've been feeling lately. I would call it a slump, but I lack a Harvard education so I'd be wrong in calling it that. I haven't had much motivation to do anything, even just getting up, or motivation to feel better. Dr. Page said that it might be because I'm lacking a "human component". I don't think he was talking about friends really. Was he talking about a girlfriend? I don't know, he never used the term. Was he telling me to go out have wild sexual romps in the dorms? I don't know. But he was right, I felt like a machine, disconnected from the world. And then tonight, I did things, I made potential plans, I have something to look forward to. I generally feel better, optimistic, my batteries are ready to be recharged.

Also, I have one wish.

I wish I could say things like: "Dayum gurl!" and "Sheeit!" without looking like an idiot.

UPDATE:

I have another wish.

To be buddies with Adam "The Fuckin' Legend" Gooder.
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