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So loads has happened in and outside my head since I posted last. Ive decided my plan, well parts of it, I drew it up and pieced together other pages of other plans from over the years all laid out on my bedroom floor,dreams and maybe's and pasted them all together.Itw as funny and confusing and also sad at the same time, but I felt happy knowing Im 20 and Ive time left to do this shit.
The plan...he he! Tis good. Ive had loads of great nights out with Karac, and something good defnidly seems to be happenin there.Its hasnt fizzled out yet, even through my stuipid panic attacks, Im havin fun,Im enjoyin him,Im missin him and Im fuckin him,thats all really. Hes doing really well for himself at the moment, he was all pissy about the band not too long ago and now, everythings gently coming back together with more gigs,more responses and his ears have picked back up.I dont know how the inside of his head is, but he seems alright. I cant wait to see him next+sleep over cause nothin beats wakin up next to this guy.Legs wrapped round legs and kisses and smiles,the odd fart from him hahaa hes disgustin..not me.Girls dont fart :)
Im really busy but Im back in full swing on the piano and its all coming back to me and Im playin stuff pretty fast and thats good..going back to lessons, going back TO teach lessons, going back to school to get an edumacation,and then when the plan is finished phase 1(a) I shall go and start phase 1 (b) next year. Its all waitin to be embraced I just gotta open my arms and my mind.
The plan...he he! Tis good. Ive had loads of great nights out with Karac, and something good defnidly seems to be happenin there.Its hasnt fizzled out yet, even through my stuipid panic attacks, Im havin fun,Im enjoyin him,Im missin him and Im fuckin him,thats all really. Hes doing really well for himself at the moment, he was all pissy about the band not too long ago and now, everythings gently coming back together with more gigs,more responses and his ears have picked back up.I dont know how the inside of his head is, but he seems alright. I cant wait to see him next+sleep over cause nothin beats wakin up next to this guy.Legs wrapped round legs and kisses and smiles,the odd fart from him hahaa hes disgustin..not me.Girls dont fart :)
Im really busy but Im back in full swing on the piano and its all coming back to me and Im playin stuff pretty fast and thats good..going back to lessons, going back TO teach lessons, going back to school to get an edumacation,and then when the plan is finished phase 1(a) I shall go and start phase 1 (b) next year. Its all waitin to be embraced I just gotta open my arms and my mind.